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This entry will be several things:

• That 25 random whatevers thing that's going around the ol' FB.
• The tale of my brief reemployment at Fuji on Brookside.
• Whatever-the-fuck-else I wanna write in here, because it's my blog?
• Puppies.

I make no guarantees that everything listed will show up, but I'll do my best. Also, any pictures, whether borrowed or stolen (or my own?) are copyright whoever they belong to.


Here're 25 things about me. I hope they're enlightening to you, or anyone!

1. I like to smoke pot. I really, really like it. It helps me focus and keeps me sane!
2. I miss my cat, Galvin.
3. I regret getting married as early as I did, but I don't regret the experience of it, at all.
4. From reading the internet, and consulting friends, I've come to the conclusion that I have OCPD, or Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder.
5. I want to get back into music.
6. Mountain Dew: Baja Blast? Best idea ever. They just need to sell it OUTSIDE of goddamn Taco Bell.
7. I was bitten by a dog once. The worst thing about that, aside from my being around 5 years old, was that it was some tiny froo froo dog.
8. Final Fantasy XI is better than WoW, imho.
9. I still love you. All of you. And, you should know who you are.
10. I broke into my brother's friend's house through their dog door once, and stole a Game Boy game. Specifically, Final Fantasy Adventure.
11. I hate homework. I refuse to do most, if not all, of it.
12. That's probably why I never did live up to teachers' standards.
13. I wish magic were more magical than subtle.
14. All of you crazy women that are out there, possibly looking for me, should stop right now. I have enough of you to deal with.
15. Bacon is delicious and I can't believe I'd ever forsake it.
16. I pirate video games, music, movies, tv shows... you know, whatever I'm interested in. I only download, but it's for personal use.
17. Murder By Death is my favourite band. I also like a lot of other things, according to my Last.fm profile.
18. I like to cuss. Watch out or I may cuss you real good!
19. The day the Zombie Apocalypse is upon is is the day that you'll see how the world truly is, and that is awesome.
20. I really don't enjoy organised religion, because if we were created, wouldn't we have some evidence that was, you know...visible? Aside from the Word and all, we get a silent God, who isn't gloating about his badass science project to his fellow classmates, but squandering it by ignoring us and wanting to impress his friends with other things.
21. I just got back from picking up a drunk girl that I barely know, because she needed help. I would do that for anyone that needed it of me.
22. I love my dad.
23. I'm really not a bad guy, once you get to know me. I come off as dickish, but that's because I'm insecure.
24. I also like waffles more than pancakes.
25. I wouldn't be where I am without all your help. Thanks.

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I've been thinking a lot lately. I know I've said it before, too (you don't have to scroll too far down to see that!) I just wanna change my life, you know? To do that, I've started getting myself out there, being social. I'm having fun with friends, doing crazy things like volunteering to host at my old restaurant job, because it was so busy that having two new hostesses do it was retarded. I got free sake out of it, so I was fine! And then, later in the night, one of my new friends asks me to come help her, because she's stuck at the QuikTrip on 71st and Riverside. She's also piss drunk, and high, and laughing crazily. I don't know how I end up meeting these girls.

I just want a normal life. Is that so much to ask? I don't think so.

Ice Castles

There's been so much going on recently that it's kind of hard to keep track of it all. One minute, I may be working, driving pizzas all over the not-so-great-town of Bixby. The next? Downtown at a bar with my new (or old!) friends, or hanging out at a former coworker's apartment.

The point is that my life is going into overdrive, and I'm not quite sure how to pace myself yet. Yeah, I'll get there eventually, but what about RIGHT NOW??? What about all the sleep I need, or the bonds I want to strengthen? Booze to be had, drugs to be consumed, fast women, loose cars...? There's just so much that I want to do, but there're things that I need to do before all that.

I need my car fixed. There're several things still wrong with it, some minor, and others... It's gonna take some time, but it's coming along nicely.

I need to save money. Delivering pizza is awesome, and getting tipped WITHOUT having to claim it? Awesomer. It's just a matter of making those tips last as long as I can, and to do that, I just need to have them teleported from my wallet to my bank account automatically. Anyone have that technology yet? If so, you know where to reach me. ;-*

I need to reconnect with my family. My mother, brother, sisters, father, aunts, uncles, cousins... I miss them all so much. Just this past weekend, though, I went to spend the day with my dad (who lives in Kansas), and had a great time! He gave me new shoes and a new jacket, money to help me out (used it to get my front tires replaced), AND he bought the movie tickets for The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THIS MOVIE TO EVERYONE SO JUST GO SEE IT

I need to find my center. I think my problem with everything else is that I don't have a lot of focus right now. I mean, I have goals, but no direction. It's like I'm Scott Summers, but without the special glasses that keep me from destroying everything with my "optic blasts". As soon as I get them, you'd better watch out! I've been working on this a lot lately, and am finally starting to display the confidence that I've let go to waste all these years.

There's so much more to this, but it'll have to wait. It's 5 in the damned morning. -_-

Good morning, sun.

This'll be great!

It's really weird.

I'm starting to see how things fit together.

It's like a puzzle, and you start out with a hundred pieces and a box with a picture on it. It's brand new, because you and your friend just went out and bought it, and hadn't even undone the tape or paper or whatever holds the box closed. In your mind, maybe you're wondering, "Wow, if I hope real hard, the puzzle will already be finished and I can just frame it and put it on the wall!"

You'd like that, wouldn't you?

Well, tough luck, bucko.

I slept

through the inauguration.

I'm the worst person. :(

Welp,

It's still sunday!

Mostly because I haven't gone to sleep. Also I have to be at work in 40 minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Notorious

I went out with a girl and her friends, and saw the moviementary on Biggie. It was awesome! What a sad thing, though, losing his life at such a young age.
After that, went to Rehab Lounge, downtown. Had a drink and a beer, some water, and did a little dancing. Now I'm at home in the comfort of my room, and I'm wishing I'd done more.

Oh well!

Tomorrow's a new day. Got a lot of things to work on, but I'm gonna get after it quicker than Speedy Gonzalez getting away from Sylvester. Night!

This is it.

It's the start of the new year (2009, and no deadly threats from SH/SC). This is gonna be awesome!

You're probably wondering why I might be starting there, or even why I'm starting this at all! Well, it's a long story, and very interesting, but; know that if you ask when I'm able to, I'll tell you about it. I promise!

I'm gonna work on importing a backlog of things from my last Blogger site, so check back now and then for old/new updates! They're probably embarrassing, seeing as how I was...nevermind. Another long story that I really don't have time to get into! Just listen to this song, and you'll know why.

Adieu, fair readers. Adieu.

~*fartz*~